jason

Not sure where to begin, my marriage is having problems, my wife is suicidal, with ptsd and other mental health issues, my kids are struggling not just with school but how to cope with life manage emotions etc. they are both still young. my finances are really bad and on top of that my wife took out 40k loan she needs to pay back without saying anything. I’m am already struggling to pay the bills and support my family. there’s a lot more going on as well. i started smoking cigarettes’ again and I’m struggling with porn and masturbation all over again. Theres alot more but i think you get the point.  I feel alone in this, like where is God what is he doing? I need a touch from Him. I need my own freedom but i want freedom for my family as well. He knows what i need more than i do. Please just pray as the Lord leads.