I am a retired military Vet, 44 yrs old, I have a neurological disorder, 24/7 I am in excrutiating pain, I also have limb and body control issues. I suffer evryday all day, and have for over 10 yrs. I am a father of 2, and I have a lot of trouble being present for my kids and wife. I also have vision problems, cognative problems, heart issues related to nerve control. I am on the edge of sanity with it, it is so relentless, and I have prayed and prayed and prayed with bo answers or resolve. I am losing faith, and I am finding myself frustrated with the Lord. I do not want to feel that way, as I love the Lord, and believe he is my father and creator. Thos illness has taken everything from me, how can someone suffer so much?, and so long if he loves me so deeply?. Please pray for him to send me an angel to watch over me, help me with patience, and guide me to better management with my illness.

Thank you