I need help with my addiction. I need help to overcome it. I am spiritually blind and deaf because of it. I truly desire to do God’s will whatever that is. I’m a broken vessel. I need healing and be free if this addiction that controls my thoughts and emotions and chains me up. Please help me Lord. I need you everyday every minute. I don’t wish to perish. I want to make you proud. Not say depart from me that you never knew me. I want and need you Lord in my life. I can not do this with you Lord. I love you Jesus Christ my Lord and savior. Amen