I am a retired military Vet, 44 yrs old, I have a neurological disorder, 24/7 I am in excrutiating pain, I also have limb and body control issues. I suffer evryday all day, and have for over 10 yrs. I am a father of 2, and I have a lot of trouble being present for my kids and wife. I also have vision problems, cognative problems, heart issues related to nerve control. I am on the edge of sanity with it, it is so relentless, and I have prayed and prayed and prayed with bo answers or resolve. I am losing faith, and I am finding myself frustrated with the Lord. I do not want to feel that way,...