I have recently gone through a divorce. I was married to a Pastor. He was very abusive. His Narcissistic behavior towards me was very damaging to not only me but to my biological children (not his kids) and my extended family.Please pray for me because I am deeply wounded because I love being married and my intention was to be married till death do us part.  I am 61 and still very healthy and active and i try to take care of myself and I love the Lord with all my heart. Despite my deep hurt and pain I, myself do pray for other women and encourage them with the word but I find myself needing...