please pray for me, i am at the point of praying that God would let me die and take me home, I have been living in extreme poverty for several years, severely underweight, recurring mrsa, this sore I have now for six months gets worse everyday, have no health insurance no money for doctor or meds. I cannot maintain my house alone anymore, it is in very bad shape, sustained severe damage from flooding three weeks ago. Daugther abandoned me and went upstate to visit boyfriend right after food. Sisters only came to help when my house was in the zone A evac zone for hurricane irene, they helped me a little bit, but I got mentally and physically abused for every little thing they did and every dollar they gave me, and they didn’t do much, I am back here now in a house that reaks a strong stench of mold, have at least two hundred very heavy bags of wet flood destroyed garbage in my basement and no way to get it out of my house and disposed of and no money to hire anyone. I need siding repairs and have many leaks every time it rains. I have no working plumbing in my kitchen and haven’t for several years. I weigh 102 pounds and am five foot ten inches tall, from years of extreme poverty and no food. I am not eligible for aid because of money I inherited, although my older sister had the only legal acess as executor, and mishandled and drank and stole it, and she refuses to provide me with the paperwork I need from her to apply for anything. And now I have longtime so called “friends” posting on facebook things like glad to hear your home wasn’t damaged by irene even though I have told them all about the serious flood 3 weeks ago.. I guess the flood 3 weeks ago doesn’t matter if it wasn’t on the news. I have been literally begging everyone I know for help, begging, family, friends, church and especially GOD and nobody cares. Please pray I die, I just want to DIE already.
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It is good to hear from you Martha! I prayed that you would answer. I honestly pray for you almost daily with tears. I want to see God move in your life & the church, which is supposed to be caring & for the weak.
God bless
This is very sad. I know how you feel. I was left homeless & was on the street, sleeping in the rain…& it was a very rainy season. I was threatened all the time by men & then harassed by police to move from any spot where I was begging. However, I spent sometimes days, just praying & crying out to God & singing worship songs I remembered. It got me through. I’ve seem lots of answered prayers but things got much worse before they began to get better. Now I’m with my parents who want me out, do not appreciate me at all, they are both insane, literally, very cruel but are held back by their concern of what others think. I have been through too much experiences so that it is impossible for me to go back to being hopeless again & suicidal. I know that even if it takes weeks of intense prayers, God is my Father & He will come. I mean He will manifest Himself to you & you will hear His voice in your heart. You will know the power of just His Spirit manifesting even when things remain the same on the outside, inside the peace is stronger & faith rises up. Pray & ask God to help you in this, That is what the grace of Christ is for. He endured the cross & much hatred & cruelty. What He had to take Him through is in you if you are a believer, He lives in you, that is what grace is. I pray that people will begin to help you. I will pray that things will change inside & outside. Please, pray until God answers..