Dont want to live like this anymore, need 8 yr old to be grateful instead of angry, need a way for us to live free, like taking care of an older person who likes kids and knows and trusts me to live with them, or some other idea like this so I dont have to have roommates, government assistance that I dont know how to get by without and I dont want to depend on other people anymore, the LORD can do this for me, Ive tried to serve him and I thank him for extending my life so I can raise these kids, now I need a brake and relief from stress, HELP!